object of interest # 1 :
i finally saw fight club.

object of interest # 2 :
everyone, you should go see up!. Highly recommended. Strongly, and surprisingly emotional.

Meaningless drivel :

Gah. I'm so done with being selfless and nice. I say this, but even I know I don't really mean it. I'm the doormat with a piece of self righteousness.
But honestly, I wish I could stand up for myself. I wish I could say, hey karma, fuck you. Because honestly, this bad shit is going to keep on happening regardless of whether I deserve it or not. And honestly, I'd rather deserve it.
On another random note to everyone/no one,
I thought about you today. Not in any specific moments, but in all the ones in between.
I miss you.
A lot.
More than I'd like to let on. I realize I shouldn't...But whenever have I listened to rules? If you could read this, I want to know that you're happy where, if you are, anywhere. I'll lie and say I'm happy to. And as we all know, a lie told often enough becomes the truth.

Random quote of the day - "They may be called the palace guard, the city guard, or the Patrol. Whatever the name, their purpose is any work of heroic fantasy is identical: it is, 'round about Chapter Three (or ten minutes into the film) to rush into the room, attack the hero one at a time, and be slaughtered. No one ever asks them if they wanted to. This is dedicated to them." --Terry Pratchett.

also, sick sick sick.